Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Returning Applicant.... crap...





Here I am.. in my house, in this big room where I’ve been studying for some time now… feeling like a prison. And then…

Wow… just reopened my pharmacy application process online and immediately my heart started racing.

A lot of things just swept through my mind… First I noticed that all my references letters are gone, which means that I have to ask for them again.. Also the thought of studying for the PCATs again and making a good personal statement letter pressed more burden and stress on my heart… like A LOT.

Wow… Now I’m hungry.

But times like this, I am glad to have people that I know that can encourage and cheer me on. A random Upenn student gave me a text this morning saying good luck. (well not random… it was random that he remembered and texted me..) I’m glad to have my mom for support and comfort. I’m also glad that I shared this stress to that Upenn student, Chris Lai.

Times like this, the people that I consider, as friends should not feel like the way I am alone. So I’ll try to get into many people’s business so that one day I can be like Chris Lai and overcome this feeling of stress and hardship.

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