Don't worry~ be happy....

My life's moto was "Don't worry, Be Happy" This is something that my mom would say all the time. I believe she got this saying from an old Korean TV show. But going through this year, knowing that lot of challenges will transpire, I can't help but to think only about my worries. First of my worries was this stupid oral exam that I needed to pass to graduate. The oral exam was on quantum mechanics and believe me I had NO IDEA what was going to be asked in this exam. But luckily with one month of studying, I came to understand the basic idea of the world of chemistry. So I'm glad that studying for this oral exam taught me about quantum mechanics.

Now my last worry for this year is getting into pharmacy school. Because my whole family wanted me to go into this field pretty recently, I have to take few prereqs at a community college and Temple university. I'm also studying for the PCATs which I really hope that I get a perfect score... b/c i'll need a perfect score.
I really want to make my mom happy. I really want her to feel that her son isn't this big failure. Pharm schools do not look at any of the classes that were taken more than 5 years ago. I graduated from Drexel University in a 5 year program... So i'll be applying to a pharm school with classes that are 6 years old. Again I'm worried that I won't be able to get into a pharm school. I'm literally relying on God's hands that I believe does miracles. These are some of the things that are worrying me... I want to live every moment not to regret what I'm doing with my life. For the selected amount of people that are reading my blog... PLEASE pray for me so that I may be happy as well.

Thank you

Daily Affirmation

Every morning when we look at ourselves, we either say things like, "I need to be more tanned" or "I need to hide this pimple the best way possible." BUT instead with this negative and condescending remarks, we should start our mornings with something more like this:



With this kind of start, we would already be Kings/Queens of this world. :)

A song I will sing to a girl I like :p

세븐(SE7EN) - 꽃을 들고서 (Holding the flower)

(Korean lyrics)

하늘빛 나는 너를 꿈꾸지 눈뜨면 사라져 없지만
매일 그 곳에 매일 그 시간 내 입술에 닿던 그 느낌
오늘도 너와 마주칠거야 너의 가는 길을 아니까
이제 그만 꿈만 꾸는 상상은 멈추고

꽃을 들고서 활짝 웃으며 눈이라도 하얗게 바라며
어색하지만 고민되지만
더 이상 너를 혼자 둘수가 없어
말해야겠어 나 어떠냐고 널 많이 좋아해 왔다고
I can't stand no more.. you know my love..
내 사랑을 전해줄꺼야..

(간주중 )

역시나 오늘도 놓쳐 버렸지 아쉬운 너의 그 뒷모습
매일 그리던 내 코에 와 닿는 니 향기
가슴이 뛰는 이 소리 들리니
왜 나는 왜 말하지 못해
아름다운 니 눈속에 날 담아보고 싶어..

꽃을 들고서 활짝 웃으며 눈이라도 하얗게 바라며
어색하지만 고백해볼께 언젠간 너에게 말하고 싶어
말해야겠어 나 어떠냐고 널 많이 좋아해 왔다고
I can't stand no more.. you know my love..
내 사랑을 전해줄꺼야..

오늘도 먼저 앞서간 저 앞에 너에 모습
안타까운 마음에 널 불러 you~
널 사랑해

나의 마음이 너의 마음에
아름답게 스미길 바라며 기도할꺼야
(고백을할꺼야) 고백할꺼야
더 이상 날 혼자 둘수는 없어
말해야겠어 나 어떠냐고 널 많이 좋아해 왔다고
I can't stand no more.. you know my love..
내 사랑을 전해줄꺼야

(English Translation)

(Verse 1)
Like the light from the sky, I dream about you
And when I open my eyes you aren’t there
Every time at that place, at that time
That feeling inside my mouth
I’ll meet you again today because I know the path you go [home]
I want to stop dreaming now
I want to stop imagining now

(Chorus)
I’m going to hold the flower and smile brightly and the snow will be blowing about our faces
Its going to be awkward, its going to be hard
But I can’t turn back alone any longer
I have to tell you, ask you what you think of me
Tell you that I liked you since before
I can’t stand more you know my love
I’m going to tell you about my love

(Verse 2)
Again I lost my chance today
It’s too bad seeing your back turned
Your fragrance that reaches my nose, and I grieve for that
Do you hear the sound my beating heart?
Why, why can’t I tell you?
I want to see myself in your beautiful eyes

*(Chorus)*

(Bridge)
Today you are in front of me again
My heart is heavy as I call you
I love you

(Ending Chorus)
My heart in your heart
I’m going to pray that it’ll go on smoothly
I’m going to confess to you, I have to tell you
Ask you what you think of me
Tell you that I liked you since before
I cant stand no more you know my love
I’m going to tell you about my love.