Stressed and hopefully my future plans

I’m so stressed right now. So I didn’t do so well in my final for Physical Chemistry 3. It wasn’t just me either. Almost the whole class did badly, so the professor (Stenner) gave us an oral exam. But I don’t know how to prepare for an oral exam for quantum mechanics. Plus I was trying to register for classes in Montco but the lady working there was giving me so much trouble. So that was another reason why I stressed. I’m also afraid that I won’t make it to pharmacy school because of my grades. They definitely improved however this class by Stenner will definitely bring me down if I don’t do well in his oral exam. So my plan currently that I’m striving is:
• Study my butt of for the Physical Chemistry 3 oral exam.
• Register for classes in Montco and/or Temple University.
• Prepare for PCATs
• Work at a pharmacy to get experience and hopefully some money.
• GET INTO A PHARM SCHOOL!!!!
• Then get good grades in the Pharm School.
Pray for me!! Lot of things is going in my mind. Elias told me to tackle these problems one by one. The whole time I was thinking about the whole situation and just stressing myself, but I know God will definitely direct me to a place where I will make my mom, dad, sister, and my how cousins feel proud of me.

Mice / Girl Dream

Today I had this funny dream. It looked like I was in a dorm room. I had this pet mouse or a rat that was white. I remember having a job where I had to get up and work at 7 am. I remember having a lot of great co-workers. I became friends with a co-worker that was Asian, maybe Korean, and she was friendly and short. I remember lot of people including me had issues about the job. But the boss was nice and he was a dude. I also had a girl that I liked and apparently she liked me but she said we can only go out when the term or when we graduated. She was tall, had a pale skinny face. She also had great skin. I remember I was in the room with her. We were talking on a cushioned chair. She lied down on my lap and we just talked about random stuff such as going out. We were facing outside the window. It was dark outside. I believe it was just us inside or there could have been one more other person behind us. I remember see few GCC people in my dream too. I remember seeing Matt Pan and yue xu in my dream. I shared this with my mom. I only shared that I had a girl-friend and that I had a pet rat that was white. She told me that I will have a girl friend that is a rat in the Chinese zodiac. Which means she has to be 2 years older than me OR 10 years younger…….

My last term as an undergraduate!!!

So it’s my last term as an undergraduate at Drexel University… It feels very weird.. This feeling I have right now reminds me of the various mission trips good-byes. I hated leaving the kids in Tennessee and Guatemala and I will miss life as an undergraduate. I just took my last Korean final. I only get to see the final examiner once a term because she’s the only one that does the oral final. Every time I walk in the final exam room I’m always nervous and I hated being in there, but today was different. After my exam, I felt lonely and I didn’t want to leave that room. I was in there after the exam was over and I just stared at the walls of the room. The map of Asia. The map that had “sea of Japan” written on it. That is completely wrong, by the way, so I had changed it to “East Sea.” That room was the place where I took Japanese 101 and 102. That room was the place where I’ve taken Korean 5 & 7. In the awkward silence after the exam, I said my final good-byes to that Korean examiner, Mrs. Kim. I thanked her for being the final examiner and bowed to her by the door and I slowly walked away. Walking by the places where I always passed by to go to class. The coffee maker where I would steal the coffee things and then instead of paying 0.75 cent, I would bring my own filter and brew free coffee’s for me. I will really miss this place. As week 10 has officially ended, I look back at all the week 10’s I have gone through in my 5 years in Drexel University…they all seem the same, but today as I end my last “week 10”… it seems so much different.